Thursday, March 15, 2007

Not Cute

The steadicam guy came in today to get his paperwork in order (I'd given it to the moron over a week ago but she didn't deal with it). He showed us pics of his 4 cats and sat around chatting. Finally he commented that every girl on this show was cute, that he'd been told by the regular camera op that this was the best show in a long time for cute girls.

I heard him say it and immediately thought of how it didn't apply to me. I have such a negative image of myself and how I look that I can't possibly imagine anyone would find me cute. I know there are fat chicks out there who are cute, even beautiful. I just don't see it in myself

Especially today with the retard-girl hairdo...

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